falling sick...

well... i'm not falling sick... i'm already sick... had sore throat last thurs and fri... den came a cold on sat and sun... now it's mon... and i predict a fever coming... exams are rd the corner... and i haven't really started revising... this sem seems really really hard... and depressing... wonder how i'll fare... after tat.. i oso got no hols... fyp for the whole dec... sianz... wat life is this??!!??

is it worth it?

is it worth it to risk a frenship just becos of something so trival? the thing is... i dun even think anyone's at fault... it just is like tat... haha... well.. i oso dunno how to react... i'll just leave it be... all i can say is: All the Best!

so much has happened...

sooooooo much has happpened recently... thanks for all the care and concern... u peeps know who u are... well... i learnt soooo much abt myself recently... is it a good thing or a bad thing to be such an emotional person? i realised i am one... is it a good thing or a bad thing? is it a sign of weakness? soooo many things has happened recently and all i can do is just cry... this is the worst i've ever been in my life and it's just happening at the wrong time... i've talked abt it to soooo many ppl... most just tell me to forget abt the whole thing and move one... is it tat easy? maybe these ppl are soooo much stonger emotionally than i am... which mean that i'm just weak.. i realised tat i think a lot too... i can just lie on bed the whole day and think abt something and waste the whole day away.. i'm freaking 24... and i'm wasting my life away... why can some ppl take it so easily but some cannot... why? why? why?